So in two weeks I will be down to zero co-workers again. It's a hard job. Some people want to treat it like it's not hard, and I think they get offended at me when they realize that it actually is quite hard. And it's not just physically hard on your hands/arms/fingers, but mostly it's mentally hard. It's a long series of micro decisions all day long. No one likes to make decisions.
And I wonder sometimes if it's killing me mentally. Emotionally I've been dead since as far back as I can remember. Ha! But mentally...maybe I need an evaluation. I'm not sure how that would make me feel any better about it. Eh, I've got lots to do today; I'd better get going.